As the year begins, it’s easy to speak resolutions with hope and good intention. But lasting change requires more than desire—it requires conviction. Convictions aren’t about perfection; they’re about direction. They help clarify what I’m saying yes to, and what I’m learning to say no to, so my life stays aligned with what matters most.
Scripture tells us, “You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You” (Isaiah 26:3). For me, that peace begins with priority—putting God first through prayer and time in the Word. Not as a box to check, but as the place where my mind is anchored before the day begins to compete for my attention. I’ve learned that when my focus drifts, peace often drifts with it.
But alignment isn’t only about what I pursue—it’s also about what I allow. Scripture warns us about “the little foxes that spoil the vine” (Song of Songs 2:15). These aren’t always obvious or destructive on the surface. They’re often habits that feel small or manageable—overindulgence, constant stimulation, poorly stewarded time, unnecessary spending, or patterns that quietly drain energy and attention. Individually they may seem insignificant, but over time they take more than they give.
Then there are areas that require greater urgency—habits or temptations that can pull a person off course more quickly if left unchecked. Jesus speaks candidly about this when He says that if something causes us to stumble, it’s worth removing (Matthew 5:29–30). This isn’t about punishment or fear; it’s about protection. It’s an invitation to set clear boundaries where clarity is needed most—limiting access, changing routines, inviting accountability, or creating distance from what repeatedly leads us astray.
None of this is mastered in a day. Discipline is formed over time, through practice, humility, and dependence on God. Convictions aren’t meant to crush us—they’re meant to guard the life we’re building. Resistance, after all, is sustained not by willpower alone, but through submission to God.
As this new season unfolds, the invitation is simple: ask what needs to be guarded, what needs to be reordered, and where God is inviting you to take new ground. Not perfectly—but faithfully, one step at a time.
Inventory of the Heart
Refining my hopes enlisting my intentions
My heart to soldier on despite the ways I’ve wasted
Trying to hone focus and aim my fixed attention
To disenchant the draw of pleasure for the better things I’ve tasted
Square one, I set the foundation
Eyes fixed on the prize of truth
True fulfillment verses bottomless satiation
I speak of convictions but words are cheap without a life of proof
Loving back as I am loved, divine affections entreat me to submit
As I surrender my defiance where discernment is trained to see the counterfeit
I’ve been the wolf and let the small foxes prey
Gnawing at the vine to kill the fruit
Overturning life to the death in my own way
My indulgences indulging as they eat away like cancer on the root
Euphorias dealt in degrees from gateway patterns to altercation
Warring with my confidence and identity at the heart of my frustration
Learning how to amputate and gouge out the eye of my own lust
As motivations reform from self to Christ, in God I trust
Renovation and reckoning, transformation begins within
Falling in love with my faith as I raise the standard against my sin…
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